off death Row By Will Speer.
I was up late last night,so i slept in.i also knew it was our off day - only shower today no Rec.Every Wednesday is like this on E. Section.I got up at Lunch time around 10am.By now the mail room has come with packages of books,Denials for what ever,Legal letters or what have you.The Pill Tech came through at 7 something cause she woke me up, An gave me my Thyroid Meds i took them an went back to sleep.
Then at 8 something the Necessitys came through with.what is called clean towels,socks & boxers-ha!
The boxers are strap on's.you don't get Elastic.So you have these strings on the sides that pull in the slack and the front has a small patch of Velcro... but it always comes undone..........Most people use them for cleaning up the cell with but some do wear them, Unless thay are New i try not to use them. So i get my socks & towel and go back to sleep
Now its chow.I am haveing Meat Patty with 2 slices of bread, corn beans and yams (Yuck! ! ) I don't eat those.....Thats my diet for health tray. All thats done and gone trays sitting on the floor waiting for the Officers to come pick up trays.I get my cold Coffee i saved in the cup. run some warm water on it. to warm it up some, really a waste of time but i do it an sit down to try to enjoy it and my day.
And thats when it goes bad. I hear Box Cars dates today.! ! ! !
Michael Yowell.....My friend and Brother.
I met him when i first hit Death row. he was fat chubby back then cause of all he did was sleep.then thay changed his meds or he got off them. An he slimmed down. Box Car got his nick name because someone made a joke, On that he Resendez the Rail Road killer.......And used Michael in it. So his nick name was born. People call others things as a joke and the next thing you know it sticks over 12 years :)
I had some fun times with Michael...........Drugs are his only down fall. Thay ruined his life.But Michael is an awesome dude. Funny..Careing...Loyal and he Loved his Kids. He lived in guilt every day about what he did and the lose and sorrow never left him,He was paranoid sometimes more than others. It was Paranoia the drugs caused him to go crazy.insain and hurt other humans /Family.
He never let go and moved on.He made himself live with what he did every day. It would hurt me some times to see him an i would try to pull him out of it.But he would just brush it off and put on a good face......Say hes good...
Man its 12pm Thay are getting him stripped out, At visit to put him in the van .To take him to Huntsville.He says...Hes ready and has been for 12 years. man that hurts,As tears swell in my eyes i feel the pain of another friend being taken away.It hurts ! ! Will it ever stop ! ?......
I Love You Box Car my Brother
In Rememberance to my Brothers been & Gone
Will Speer #999398
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