OFF DEATH ROW !!!                                                          27/3/14

Just a few words of maxed out joy as iv'e had my first visit with Billy & Anna...Smile !!
We laughed and had such a wonderful time and it was truly one of the best visits ever !
I am so excited and looking forward to our next visit tomorrow. And today there was a little special time with Billy. Just one on one bro time. Tomorrow its all about some one on one time with Anna. Im looking forward to that x  Smile !!!
The visit was delayed by like an hour.Do to the amount of people out there and just to make  our Over- Seas people have to wait and have a hard time .Its to deture them but  i can tell you.. Don't let that stuff get to you any of you.Suck it up an know it for what it is.So my encouragement to you all Over-Seas or not.Don't let these people bog you down,Stand firm an fight for what you believe in.Even if it takes a lot longer than you wanted too !!

I hate that this place has broken so many people and made them quit on us here or made the help stop because of drama ! Death is serious and so many of us never thought of it until it was to late or we're facing it and its sad that we can't have programs to help bring change.Instead we as people only look to take the life of one another !
I've seen so much change in my own life do to death of Loved ones and what really made the most impact on me was when my step-Father killed My Mother. I knew that even as much as i was hurting an wanting him to pay for what he did. I did not him to get the death penalty! Because ive been here on death row for 12 years .... Battling the courts going up N down the system line.Its not about justice its about Death & Pain!
I knew death was not the answer and so i was going to help him. "Not get the death penalty" but he was not tried for a Cap.Case. So it didn't come into play but here is some thing ive not shared with people...
When i first got here i was messed up in the head and was ready for the state to kill me.I wanted to kill myself through the state  ( State Assisted Suicide ) Then life changed..I met people that made me me want to keep on living.To keep on fighting.
Like to date even with some of of those people no longer being in my life.it was what i needed at the time an now ive got Billy & Anna. My main support and help.I can lean and trust them like never before..And that means the world to me. Having them there for me is a true blessing and now with Aunt Pats passing ive needed them like never before and they are carrying me ! So Thank You both  Billy & Anna so much.
I am a better man because of you !
Love Hugs and huge smiles ! Always your bro  Will   
                     Respects and Regards everyone !    xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo